This Thing Called Blogging
This thing called blogging is not nearly as easy as it looks, and this is especially true in a blog that receives a good deal of traffic. I suppose if you were to plot out the history of this blog in terms of its traffic, you would end up with a graph showing a slow but steady rise from the left of the graph (representing the time I began the site) to the right (representing today). I do not follow traffic all that closely and have never invested any time in streamlining this site for search engine optimization and the like. I just like to write and to attempt to encourage and interact with other believers. And yet a quick look at my site’s statistics shows that I should anticipate more than a million unique visits in 2007. Traffic continues to grow. And really I hate the word “traffic.” After all, each visit is made not only by a computer, but by a person. Traffic seems so dehumanizing. As the readership of this site has increased, so have the types of people who read it.
When a blog first starts out, there are typically only a few readers and the readers that do spend time at the site tend to agree with the author. When I first began writing at this site, it was only my family that read it. Eventually a few friends and friends of friends began to read it. But as it grew, people from further outside my circles began to show up. Soon it was being read by people I had never met and people whose theology was light years away from mine. As the readership grew, so did the number of theological perspectives. Needless to say, where there is a large number of perspectives, there will be a large number of disagreements.
So while today some people read the site because they tend to agree with my theological perspectives, others read it precisely because they do not. Some read it simply because they’ve heard about it and want to know what the fuss is about. Still others read it because they want to comment in the hope that people will follow a comment link back to their own blog. Some probably read it because Phil Johnson got it in his head to begin calling me “The World’s Most Famous Christian Blogger” and people who saw that title simply wanted to figure out who I am. Either way, where people used to read the site primarily because they felt some kind of affinity with me, people now read for any number of reasons.
This has introduced an interesting phenomenon and one I’ve only noticed recently. It seems that the site is now at the point that, no matter what I write, someone will disagree with me (and may just disagree vehemently). If I mention a contentious issue like the TNIV, I can be assured that someone will be bothered that I did not provide a blanket condemnation of the translation. But, of course, had I done so, others would have been bothered that I overstepped my bounds. This is inevitable, I realize. But it is requiring me to make adjustments to my mindset in regards to the blog. I am usually a person who shuns controversy and it is quite foreign to me to have to deal with people who strongly disagree with me.
I have also come to realize the importance of theological precision. I do not consider the vast majority of what I write to be systematic theology or even to be true teaching. Often I just reflect on what has been playing through my mind and make those reflections public. Yesterday, for example, I wrote about prayer and said that prayer is not something I do for me, but something I do for God. A few commenters noted this and disagreed with me, saying that there is nothing God needs from us. I do not wish to open this can of worms except to say that yesterday’s article was not meant to be a theology of prayer. Really it was more of a personal reflection upon the subject of prayer. The difference was clear in my mind and yet I suppose I failed to convey that. Either way, I’ve come to see that I need to attempt to ensure greater accuracy and precision. I may have to scale back a little bit on my personal reflections since, by definition, they do not always represent fully-formed theology. They are personal and perhaps are often better left that way.
There have been times in the past when this site has undergone something of a transition. What used to be a site that displayed photos of my family morphed into a site that was a little bit like a watchblog. And when I got tired of that game, it morphed into whatever it is now. I’ve got a feeling that another transition time is coming and that it is going to have to come if this site is to remain a useful resource. But to this point I am not sure what this transition involves. I probably won’t know until I can look back on it.
I do not say all of this to complain. It’s just that this is a new phenomenon to me and one that is going to take some adjustment. I suppose it comes with the territory and is not necessarily a bad thing. It’s just something I have become aware of and something I need to ensure I am equipped to deal with. So please be patient because I’m still learning.




Comments (39) »
1. Brian @ voiceofthesheep
January 23, 2007
10:48 AM
Tim,
You have most certainly taught me much about blogging and especially about the care that must be taken not to disagree and nitpick every little word you or someone else makes. Thankfully, you rebuked me in a private email several months back for doing just that, and God used that to open my eyes to the unedifying results my words had back then, and still do even today when I type before I think.
Whatever transition this blog site of yours makes, I pray it does not lose its heart, which comes from your honesty and truth of conviction.
Keep fighting the good fight.
2. Russell Smith
January 23, 2007
10:56 AM
Tim, this is the challenging thing about blogging. I find a very similar thing happening on my blog (even though The Eagle and Child runs much smaller traffic). It’s doubly difficult because of the interactive nature of the medium — nasty letters we can just shred or ignore. However nasty comments are out there for all to see. In some ways, the very things you struggle with indicate the ongoing need within the Christian blogoshpere for higher expectations of civility and graciousness.
John Schroeder has some great thoughts about godblogging over at blogotional:
http://blogotional.blogspot.com/2006/08/nature-of-blogging.html
and
http://blogotional.blogspot.com/2006/10/suffering-and-success-blogging.html
Meanwhile — I’m grateful for your thoughtful posts — even the ones I disagree with — you make me think. Russell
3. Finrod
January 23, 2007
11:03 AM
Tim:
May I suggest something? (Since I was one who stirred the pot and poked people in the eye yesterday, I accept the possibility that I have lost a hearing.)
Like it or not, you are in a position of teaching (as an undergrad communication theorist, I used to argue that all communication is persuasive and never leaves the listener unchanged; thus all communication teaches something.) Those who read your blog either confirm their own biases (in which it is not new teaching) or are pushed to defend and present their own views (which is still teaching, albeit indirectly).
As I said yesterday, I know your theological background and beliefs (generally speaking) but also recognize that “not all have this knowledge.” This being the case more often than one might like, a simple caveat or two would suffice to indicate that you are well-aware of the rest of the teaching on a particular issue or doctrine. Nothing elaborate is required: a simple “for the other side of this discussion, follow this link” (the link being to something you wrote previously or to another resource) or “this is not to deny … ” (where “… ” represents the balance to the teaching).
You are exactly right when you say more theological precision is required. As my Classical Rhetoric prof hammered into me in undergrad classes, it is a common and dangerous mistake to overestimate the intelligence and maturity of readers.
Write as though you were explaining or saying something to a mature brother who agrees with you, but who has a new believer (not yet indoctrinated) at his side. For the most part you will be addressing the mature Christian and need only speak to the new believer as might be necessary for clarification or to avoid confusion.
Or you can ignore this altogether. Again, I don’t want to tell you how to live your life: I’m far too nondirective for that - or so I tell myself.
4. Finrod
January 23, 2007
11:06 AM
Addendum:
“Those who read your blog either …”
There is a third option, at minimum: people could actually learn something. Hard to imagine, I know, especially with someone like me saying it but not seeming to live it.
5. Tim Challies
January 23, 2007
11:13 AM
Speaking of precision, I want to make sure that no one thinks I was condemning those who have pointed out my less-than-precise theology, who disliked my less-then-complete condemnation of the TNIV, etc. The vast (vast!) majority of people who comment on this site do so in a way that is rational and measured.
6. SpirituallyStarving
January 23, 2007
11:19 AM
Tim,
I just want to let you know …I am a relatively new reader and I am just getting used to your blog’s presentation etc.,.
There are those of us who benefit from the theology presented in many forms even those that make us think about our own doctrine.
Please, do not get disheartened and stop blogging. I will be lifting you up in prayer as you contemplate your changes and options.
— SpirituallyStarving
7. Trevin Wax
January 23, 2007
11:21 AM
Tim,
I just recently discovered your blog, and that happened because a friend of mine told me that he had checked your site to read one of your book reviews. He had read a book and really enjoyed it, but he wanted to see what your thoughts on the book were before he totally embraced its ideas. So I’m thinking - “who is this guy that my friend is going to check his website to see what he thinks about a book?” And I will add - I’ve never seen him commenting around here, which means you have an influence on lurkers, not just participants in the discussion.
I tell you that story to let you know that people take what you write very seriously. People trust your perspective as sound and biblical.
I know this blog must feel like a big responsibility. I pray you continue to carry it out responsibly.
8. Terry Rayburn
January 23, 2007
11:41 AM
“This thing called blogging is not nearly as easy as it looks”
Yes it is.
“When a blog first starts out, there are typically only a few readers”
No there aren’t.
“…no matter what I write, someone will disagree with me…”
No they won’t.
Seriously, it is amazing how invariably there will be a minority opinion on every subject. One could take a poll of law-abiding citizens, asking, “Do you favor means of transportation for law enforcement officers?” And some 1 to maybe 5 per cent will quite seriously answer “Absolutely not! All policemen should walk at all times.” Reasons may vary from environmental concerns, to concerns for the unfair pursuit criminals who sometimes have to walk, etc.
Anyway, Tim, you are much appreciated, and one terrific transition is in your live blogging, which I understand will expand this year. Thanks.
9. Tim T.
January 23, 2007
11:52 AM
I am usually a person who shuns controversy and it is quite foreign to me to have to deal with people who strongly disagree with me.
This, from the guy who just a few days ago posted an essay called “Things I Hate About America”. :-)
10. Mason
January 23, 2007
11:57 AM
Tim,
It has been my experience that when I try to cover all my theological bases I end up saying everything yet saying nothing. I thought about the book of James. He clearly didn’t try to cover every aspect of justification. I think we need only be concerned that we say things that are right and true. Over qualification usually pulls the teeth out of the thing you are saying. As with yesterday, what should have brought warmth and a hunger for the Lord had to eventually be qualified to the point that it meant nothing and had no edge. We can be straight as a gun-barrel and just as empty.
11. DLE
January 23, 2007
12:03 PM
Tim,
As God works His way in each of us, we will learn different things of Him at different times. Those little wisdoms are precious and hard won.
All Christians relate those wisdoms to others as we share our lives. Godbloggers are perhaps more transparent than some folks, so we may dispense more of those things God’s taught us to others by the very nature of what we do.
The thing about these wisdoms is we won’t always have a perfectly formed theology to explain them. They are the cutting edge of what God is revealing of Himself to us. For this reason, they’ll also trip up people who do not understand. But that should not surprise us nor keep us from sharing them. A few people will understand, but many won’t. Some wish to, but simply aren’t in a place where they can.
Those folks who haven’t had the same experience or received that same understanding might, of course, oppose us, especially if they perceive what we’ve learned as a threat to their own system of understanding. Yet as long as we stay close to Christ, that is all that matters.
Be blessed and encouraged.
12. Kyle
January 23, 2007
12:13 PM
Tim,
What I treasure about your site is the fact that it is not a formal theological journal via weblog. Your personal reflections and thoughts are always encouraging and insightful, and often give me pause to consider in a new way this great God we serve.
My encouragement to you is that you not view commenters who disagree with you as a reason to change what you write. No matter what you write and in what format, there will be those who agree and those who don’t. But whether everyone agrees or not, this site is valuable for sharpening and encouraging fellow believers.
Kyle
13. Bob S
January 23, 2007
1:26 PM
Tim, Your comments remind me of the Church. No matter that our theology is the same, we still find things to disagree about. Everyone who has served as an elder can attest. In my own case I’m so thankful for the promise of Phil 1:6. GOD’s not finished with me yet. Keep on brother you are being used of HIM to HIS glory. And that’s what we’ve been called to do. In CHRIST alone! Bob
14. Abe Levine
January 23, 2007
1:35 PM
This “conservative” thinks Hillary will be our next President — and believes it to be a good thing! I’m beginning to wonder if 2008 is going to be a disaster.
http://butler-harris.org/archives/155
15. Ricky Le'Mons
January 23, 2007
1:56 PM
Tim,
Thank you for the time and effort that you put into your blog. Yours is one of the few that I read frequently. I’m looking forward to the transition.
Ricky
16. Jessica Luo
January 23, 2007
1:56 PM
Hi Tim,
I am a longtime reader of your site, since sometime in 2005. But since I never comment, I’m the type of person who can be seen as a “lurker.” But, I wanted to step out from the background to write a word of encouragement for you. I have seen how your blog has exploded in size (every time I look at the RSS reader count, I am amazed) and influence, and as someone who has struggled again and again with blogging, remaining theologically precise in writing, and revealing parts of myself to the internet community, I cannot help but commend you for this labor of love that you have provided the Reformed community. You have also taught me much about how to use writing as both a personal spiritual discipline in engaging the Word and other tough topics, and as a way to minister and encourage others. Some of your posts that encouraged me the most were: “A Perfect Love,” from May 16, 2006, “A senseless conflict?” from September 28, 2006, “Repaying a Gift” from Aug 17, 2006. There are many, many more - these are just the ones that I noted down somewhere. I hope to personally thank you for the work you’ve done on this blog at one of those conferences someday. But until then, I hope you continue with this blog, and just to echo a previous comment, “But you, man of God, flee from all this, and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness. Fight the good fight of the faith.” (2 Timothy 6:11-12)
Peace be with you.
17. Jerry M
January 23, 2007
1:59 PM
Tim - I have enjoyed your blog. I think I stumbled over here originally from an email someone sent me linking to something on Justin Taylor’s blog where he noted you were live blogging the Shepherd’s Conf. last year. I enjoy the discussion here with your readers - even Brian! I think you are doing a great work for the kingdom. IMHO
18. Luke
January 23, 2007
2:27 PM
Tim,
I love your site…it is great! I would suggest to just keep doing what your doing because it is working! However, you make the call…its your site!
Regarding the great deal of tension that comes through some comments by some regarding your posts…take it with a grain of salt!
The scripture has two very important traits that we as Christians are to fight toward:
Those who stir up a lot of this tension and controversey generally lack one or the both of those concerns.
For example, yesterday when you spoke of prayer being something you’d do for God. The meek thing to do would be to politely ask you what you meant by that. In stead, those who lack in meekness assume the very worst of you and thought they had enough sense to diagnose your heart thus leading them to rebuke you.
Any rebuke or correction that begins with a statement as opposed to a question is generally one that stems from pride and unwarranted pre-judgment. You have to devalue your brother rather than esteem him to do what was taking place in the blog yesterday. For those who want to point to Jesus as one who did not ask, but simply stated…well, He is God and knew those people’s hearts. We may not know Tim’s heart and should therefore seek to understand him if we disagree with a statment, prior to our judgement.
This is why, yesterday, in my response I stated that I knew what was going to be said in the responses. We Calvinist’s are so predictable. We are the most lacking in meekness folk around. We’ve got our doctrine and application of doctrine down so tight that if someone uses a phrase we’re not used to we jump on it like an angry tiger and rip it to peices. We forget, in all our passion for Biblical truth, that fallible people are fallibly communicating with fallible listeners. It would do well for all who read this site to remember this!
Tim, in the end, it is not you who need to be more “precise” or to change, at least in my opinoin. Rather, we need to change. Our hearts are full of pride rather than love and grace. We need your fallible imprecise communication to cause us to ask you questions and learn from you, as opposed for your changes to enable our arrogant hearts!
19. Blake
January 23, 2007
3:03 PM
are you thinking of simply disabling commenting? that would be a swift change that brought your website into a new phase.
20. Brian @ voiceofthesheep
January 23, 2007
3:49 PM
Disabling commenting!?!?! Are you crazy????
No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Surely he won’t do that…this is where I come to hear myself talk, to see my name up in lights! Please…I’ll do anything…anything…just don’t turn off commenting!!!
21. Tim Challies
January 23, 2007
4:43 PM
“are you thinking of simply disabling commenting? that would be a swift change that brought your website into a new phase.”
No, I definitely wouldn’t do that. I’m all for the interactive nature of blogging!
Thanks to everyone who has taken the time to post here. I’ve had a busy day and have only skimmed comments, but will return and read them again more thoroughly when time permits.
22. Scott
January 23, 2007
5:13 PM
Abe Levine (comment #14): I don’t know what you are smoking, but it must be powerful. What do you mean that you are a “conservative”? Because, by definition, it does not include anyone who would vote for Hillary Clinton. What does that have to do with anything written here anyways? Did I miss something? In any case, I just thought I would let you know that I highly doubt that very many Christians or “conservatives” will be voting for Hillary Clinton.
23. SteveE
January 23, 2007
5:58 PM
Hmmmm, I think I read this blog, not only because it is friendly, most of the time…but because it does offer much in the way of subjects that I do not necessarily believe in, in the same way as the author.
It has caused me to reach further, study harder, consider more, and re-consider others. I have been corrected, and learned a great deal.
Personally, I write much like Tim. I write what I feel or have been musing on. Many times this will not be presented in as scripturally a manner as possible, but it does reflect my inner growth and allows me to possibly help others see things in a way that might not be all that unique to me, but might just touch someone that others have missed.
I like Tim’s style, and writing. I like that we can interact, mostly, as mature adults in Christ. So, to Tim I would say, that unless you feel your growth needs the doctrinal purity to quell the voices of dissention…I wouldn’t change a thing. You will never please everyone….no matter how much doctrine and scripture you put into it. I would do what you do, because you enjoy doing what you do. And for no other reason.
For myself….thanks for all your hard work and for providing this place for us.
24. Jabbok
January 23, 2007
6:02 PM
I remember when “blogging” was more about figuring out MT 2.0 and how to make a better banner. I miss those days too.
I’ve noticed that the majority of folks that commented here two years ago are no longer as vocal. There seems to be a steady turn-a-round of who comments the most.
I’ve also noticed that there are a lot more women commenting than there were two years ago.
25. Thabiti
January 23, 2007
6:38 PM
Tim, 1. Keep doing what you’re doing the way you’re doing it. The theology behind that… God’s in control and the plentiful fruit He has produced is by His design. Trust Him to use YOU, not a hollowed out, overly cautious version of “you.” 2. Learn from those who disagree. From what I can tell of your writing, you probably do that more than most… certainly more than me. 3. Don’t answer your critics. Got that one from MacArthur… who has plenty of critics! You’re not in the burning lights of a MacArthur, so my guess is if he can keep doing what he’s doing and not answer critics, you probably can as well. 4. Be a responsible writer (again, I think you are… if my opinion means anything… and it probably shouldn’t). I suppose “write responsibly” means write to communicate clearly… not cautiously or with every caveat. You write responsibly and task your readers with reading responsibly. Don’t wear the crown of complete responsibility for everyone else’s reaction. 5. Keep having fun! From what I can tell, you enjoy writing and blogging. And it’s contagious. You have range as a writer… from bad humor (Things I Hate About America :-)) to provocative personal reflection (Why I Don’t Homeschool), to very useful reviews and essays. You’re a writer. Writers have to write… not manage public opinion. Keep writing and don’t overthink this thing. Have fun.
Okay… that’s my unsolicited advice… which I’m full of… and it’s my long-winded way of saying, “You’re a blessing to me. Thanks for doing what you do.”
So when are you coming to Cayman? You could live-blog the diving scene! Thabiti
26. Greg Shunk
January 23, 2007
8:39 PM
Tim I am new also to this blog and I have found it incredibly uplifting,encouraging and insightful with regards to the rich content and for the most part the interaction from the community. I am also indebted to you bro as I have come across so many blogs and links from your site that actually have some substance that it would more then likely take a lifetime to take it all in. Thank you again as my theology continues to be reformed. Gregshk
27. francisco
January 23, 2007
8:46 PM
Tim, Thanks for sharing your heart. May God grant us all patience to bear with one another as Christ forgave us all our sins. That’s where we start. If we don’t get that, we are just wasting our time. Second, It would be sad to see people jumping to comment about prayer without praying to God, or about worship without worshiping God, or about the gospel without living it out. I know I’ve done it a few times and ask your forgiveness. Finally, whatever thing you decide to do with your blog, I want you to know I will pray for you. For wisdom comes only from above, from the Father of lights in whom there is no darkness at all. O, that I learn to treasure Christ more as I walk on the land of the living day by day till he comes or takes me home!
28. afrikaner
January 23, 2007
9:43 PM
Dear Tim I too am new to your site. As you say - like attracts like. I hold to a Calvinistic theology and consequent worldview. I’m not sure how I arrived at your site, but I enjoy the spread of topics you cover. You write intelligently and with great wisdom beyond your years.
When its all said and done the majority of the world’s population do not have the privilege, money, time etc etc to sit at a computer and interact with someone who writes a blog about themselves, issues at hand, theology, culture, music, books, sport etc etc..
It’s your blog - you do what you like - just continue being yourself - you are very honest and responsive (and responsible). It’s up to the rest of us to behave ourselves on your site……
29. Dani
January 23, 2007
10:03 PM
Tim, I have been reading your blog for a few months now but have not commented. But after reading your current post felt very compelled to do so!
First off I would like to say thank you for what you do. Your blog is one of the few that I am quite eager to read! You are a great writer and I have continually been captivated and encouraged by your personal reflections. What a blessing!
Remember there will always be those that disagree, but your blog stands out in the crowd just the way it is.
30. Dsnyd
January 23, 2007
11:52 PM
Tim,
I read your blog and others often. While blog entries can have great theological content, if someone is coming to your blog or any other for their theology or some truth I think they are the ones with issues. As you mentioned, often entries are thoughts that are running through your mind. That is what a blog is supposed to be and that is what made them so popular. The voyeuristic look into someones thoughts is what draws people to them in my opinion. How much fun would it be to actually blog if you were not just writing your thoughts? Who really wants to blog some sort of teaching material or sermons?
31. Randy Hurst
January 24, 2007
12:13 AM
Tim
In the midst of these esteeming accolades I am but a neophyte. I have learned to appreciate and hopefully to do better blogging in your daily classes. Having just this year come out of the wilderness of personal pain and spiritual callousness, you have been a shinning example of the core of my refreshed sense of calling: To promote the awareness of our Oneness in Christ. Here’s a toast (whole-wheat in deference to Canada’s Crop of Choice) to reaching an additional million or more this year with your “fun”damental contribution to Blogsville International.
32. David Fisher
January 24, 2007
12:19 AM
Tim:
CONGRATULATIONS on an excellent blog! I visit every day. I hope you don’t change your site too much.
Keep up the good work! May the Lord continue to strengthen you as you work on your book.
Stay strong in the Lord!
Grateful to God for you,
David Fisher
33. Randy Hurst
January 24, 2007
12:22 AM
…Oh, and I come here almost as much to read the delightful range of commentators that grace your blog (ie Thabiti - onewiseinsightfulperson). We should all be so blessed.
34. Christina
January 24, 2007
12:33 AM
Tim, Thank you for sharing you personal thoughts about theology. We have been going through a transition with church (looking for a new one now) and I have been reading more about reformed theology. I did not grow up in that tradition, but am coming to believe more of those doctrines. Much of what our church has been doing has been confusing to me. They have started talking about things that don’t sound right to me, but I can’t always put my finger on what is wrong. It has been so helpful to be able to read what you write about these matters. Many of the books you review (and don’t recommend) are ones that our church has been quoting as reason for change. Quite a number of times how you have articulated your thoughts has helped me to think more clearly about a subject. Keep up the good work. God has used it for good in my life.
35. Bethany
January 24, 2007
2:30 AM
thank you for blogging! looking forward to… “changes” and “adjustments” :)
36. Laurel Wreath
January 24, 2007
8:34 AM
I am de-luking just this one time. I enjoy reading what you have to say, you sharpen my beliefs. I pray it is not to much of a change. I don’t post here, because there is so many more intelligent people who do and would blow me away, but from a layman’s perspective I really enjoy reading what you have to say. I enjoy recommendations to books you make, etc.. Keep up the good work. Ok back into the lurking mode ;))
37. Heather
January 24, 2007
11:52 AM
Hey Tim, Actually one of the reasons I don’t comment here very much is that I don’t want to add to the controversary. I can find enough of that elsewhere. I’d rather just read, think about it and then link to you from my blog if I found it interesting, funny, inspirational, or all of the above. I read you because you have similiar interests and a similiar level of understanding that I do. (That didn’t sound right, let me try again). You write on a level that I can understand and interact with. Phew! Communicating correctly is hard work. I just need to go shopping!
BTW, as a transplanted American from Pennsylvania(!!!), I really enjoyed your “American” post and had a few things to say for my own post, but that may have to wait another day.
38. wfseube
January 24, 2007
1:38 PM
I disagree.
(Not really, but I thought I’d just do it once, since I seldom do…) :-)
bill
39. Ann
January 25, 2007
10:35 AM
Tim, I have been so busy the last couple of days, I almost missed reading this post. My 2 cents: I think your forte is writing about truth applied to culture, especially false gospels. There is a place for dry scholarly blogs, though personally I find them boring. Stay interesting and fun. I hope that you do consider constructive comments.
If you change your mind about something that you have written, humble yourself and write about it. We should all be adjusting ourselves, to the truth. Truth is not bendable… we are… or should be. Truth is not always easy to see depending on our background and various factors. Consider that being sharpened in the truth is painful… “iron sharpens iron”… if only the knife blade could talk and tell us how painful the sharpening process is…
Proverbs 27:6 Faithful are the wounds of a friend; profuse are the kisses of an enemy.
If a correction is obviously not according to truth, dismiss it. If you see something you’ve never considered, perhaps it is worth pondering and consulting scripture. Consider it a privilege that you can proof read personal reflections for theological accuracy. As someone commented above, you are always teaching. Keep up the good work and change to please God not men.