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In His Utter Despair, He Began to Sing

I recently found myself wondering: Could I think of whole books that have been written about a single Psalm? There are many books on the Psalms in general, but what about books on a single one of them? It was not hard to think of several examples for Psalm 23, but I couldn’t get too much further than that. I’m sure they exist, but perhaps they just haven’t come across my desk recently.

That was true until Matt Boswell’s Create in Me a Clean Heart, which, as you may surmise from the title, is about Psalm 51, David’s great song of remorse and repentance. There’s a story behind the book, of course. Years ago, when Boswell helped found the Trails Church, he committed to exploring the Psalms from the pulpit, and began to preach through them each summer. When it came to Psalm 51, one sermon felt inadequate, so he determined he would make it into a four-part series, though even then, he felt as if he were merely scratching its surface.

The more time I spent in Psalm 51, the more I realized how much I needed its truths—and how much I still longed to grow in cultivating humility, practicing confession of sin, and experiencing God’s mercy in my life. I also realized how many of the people around me also needed to live in this chapter for a while. I came to see Psalm 51 as not just a song but also a manual for personal repentance—a path to spiritual growth, renewal, and revival.

Psalm 51 is written to give words to those who are grieved by their sin. It is one man’s response to his grievous sin, and it reflects the heart of one who knows that while many people have been harmed by his sin, it was foremost a transgression against God.

When King David wrote this song, he was at the lowest point of his life. He had betrayed his wives, his friend, his friend’s wife, his nation, and, above all, the God of steadfast love and mercy from whom he had received every blessing. David’s transgressions struck a deadly match, setting ablaze the life he had built and leaving it in ruins at his feet. And in his utter despair, he began to sing.

That fact alone deserves reflection, for this Psalm shows that when God’s people are at their highest and at their lowest, they can and should sing. Songs can give words to our highs as well as our lows and can be an appropriate response to hearts swelling with joy as much as hearts burdened by sin.

David sang of the mercy of God, expressed the sorrow of his soul, and pleaded with his Maker for cleansing and renewal. Just when it seemed his song would turn to silence, the extravagant grace of God met him at his deepest point of need, tuning his heart to sing anew. At David’s darkest, God’s love shone brightest, bringing him to the end of himself so that he might fully experience God’s mercy. David’s experience serves as a steady reminder that even in our worst moments, God’s unwavering grace is always within reach.

Few of us have committed the same sins that drove David to his knees and then to his lyre, but all of us have sinned in other ways, and with the very same heart of evil, rebellion, and unbelief. In that way, David’s song becomes a template for understanding our sin and repenting of it. It becomes a template for understanding the sheer ugliness of our sin and the sheer wonder of God’s gracious pardon. It becomes a template that guides us through repentance and into the joy of true forgiveness.

Boswell’s book is a slow walk through the Psalm. Though Psalm 51 can be read in minutes, reading this book will take hours, and fully applying it will take a lifetime. It is full of helpful insights about the heart of man and the heart of God. It is full of pastoral counsel on repentance, restoration, and renewal. It is full of the very kind of teaching that helps us better understand the Psalm and better apply it to our own lives, our own sin, and our own relationship with God.


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